The Ground You Already Have
There is a particular kind of restlessness that comes from believing the life you want is somewhere else. A different city. A different community. A different version of yourself that has not arrived yet.
I spent years feeling that way. As a gay man raised in the South, the message was clear: belonging was somewhere else. Faith was for people who looked and loved differently. Home was something you had to leave before you could find.
It took a long time to learn that the opposite is true. Belonging starts in the ground you are already standing on. Faith is not about fitting into someone else's container. It is about growing something real in the soil you have, even when that soil is complicated. Especially when it is complicated.
This page is about three ideas that changed how I think about home, faith, and what it means to build something that lasts. They are personal, but they are not just mine. Anyone who has ever felt like they were growing in the wrong garden will recognize them.
You Do Not Find Home. You Build It.
The idea that home is a place you discover implies it already exists and you just need to locate it. That is a beautiful thought and almost never how it works. Home is something you build, slowly, through the accumulation of small decisions: who you let in, what you protect, what you plant, and what you let go of.
A garden does not arrive. It grows. The gardener does not go looking for the perfect plot. They work the plot they have, amend the soil, choose the plants that will thrive there, and show up daily with water and patience. Home works the same way.
What have you been waiting to find somewhere else that you could start building where you are?
Grace Does Not Require Permission
If your experience of faith has been conditional, if belonging to a spiritual community required you to edit yourself, hide who you love, or perform a version of yourself that felt dishonest, then faith can feel like a door that only opens for certain people.
It took me years to understand that grace does not work that way. Grace is not a reward for compliance. It is the starting condition. You do not earn it by fitting in. You receive it by showing up as yourself, fully, in a space where that feels dangerous.
The stories that matter most to me are the ones where people find grace in unexpected places. Where belonging does not require erasure. Where faith makes room for the whole person, not just the presentable parts.
Where in your life have you been editing yourself to belong? What would it feel like to stop?
Small Things, Tended Daily, Become Remarkable
There is a cultural obsession with the dramatic transformation. The overnight success. The big reveal. But the most meaningful things in my life, my marriage, my dogs, my writing, the garden in our backyard, all grew slowly through daily attention.
A tomato plant does not need a strategic plan. It needs sun, water, and someone who checks on it. A relationship does not need a grand gesture. It needs presence, repeated. A creative practice does not need inspiration. It needs consistency.
Growing where you are is not a metaphor for settling. It is a recognition that the most remarkable things come from ordinary attention applied over time.
What small thing in your life would grow into something remarkable if you just kept tending it?
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